Guilt.
It comes to us all at some point, especially if you are a mama.
At the moment, I am trying to crack the guilt. Crack it and leave it far behind me.
I feel guilty about the stupidest things, that's the kicker!!!!
I forgot to put hubby's pants in the drawer, I let the kids play too long on electronic games, I should have spoken more kindly to my daughter, I should have, I didn't, I wish I......
Now I know that I should feel guilt over some things. If hubby and I have had words, and I was out of order, guilt will hopefully push me to say sorry, but once I have, if he accepts that apology, I shouldn't feel guilty for another week!!!!!
It's not right if our whole life is characterized by guilt. Christ died to take our guilt, so it is very selfish of me actually, to carry around what He died to take from me!!!
It is my job to lay down that guilt, when I recognize it, and accept His complete forgiveness. Guilt only makes things worse and it is not from God, it is from the enemy of my soul, and I am nothing to do with him anymore!!!!
Learning is tough. Parenting is tough. Jesus is tougher! He can take the load. We can't!
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